I lost my eldest brother to alcohol and cigarettes.
I wish I could tell Fiel you can enjoy these things without blacking out.
I wish I could tell Fiel you can have a couple and then go back to grinding it out.
Oh did you want to rebel? If you will rebel you dumb f*ck, you could have chosen a rebellion that would make you win. Why’d you choose a rebellion that would make you lose? Make all of US lose! That’s some IQ 20 shit.
Had two bottles. Played pool with a buddy. Talked about life. Enjoyed cigars. Went home, then straight to client revisions, client revisions, client revisions.
Fiel, I hope I could show you these things are best enjoyed as tools.
Not as masters.

